attitude..

last week are pretty challenging for me
week of dateline
but unfortunate, the job was unfinished
so there came alternative plan
need rushing management
need more focus, need more energy
yet, last saturday
i feel fucking exhausted

so there it came
hibernation time for me
unwilling to chat, unwilling to talk
also unwilling to move

unfortunate
this time you need me more
but at this state
nothing i can give you
just 'hmm' 'ok' 'depend on you'

'if you can't comfort me
just let me be'
that what i'm thinking
that what i'm believe is good

so here come new week
week of testing
week of ending, perhaps
yet, need another motivation to finish it

for you my love
i'm sory for my ignorance
for my palat attitude

and, i do love you