attitude..

last week are pretty challenging for me
week of dateline
but unfortunate, the job was unfinished
so there came alternative plan
need rushing management
need more focus, need more energy
yet, last saturday
i feel fucking exhausted

so there it came
hibernation time for me
unwilling to chat, unwilling to talk
also unwilling to move

unfortunate
this time you need me more
but at this state
nothing i can give you
just 'hmm' 'ok' 'depend on you'

'if you can't comfort me
just let me be'
that what i'm thinking
that what i'm believe is good

so here come new week
week of testing
week of ending, perhaps
yet, need another motivation to finish it

for you my love
i'm sory for my ignorance
for my palat attitude

and, i do love you

on my behalf..

fuhh, itt been long week
the week that full of suprise
yet, full of discussion
and absolutely..full of lesson

for me
it always came to the part
where i should be brave
be straight and be tough

yet, its very-very hard
and without insufficient time
it can be wrongly
but still, full of lesson

o god
please make me more rational
more brave and more tough
so that, can prevent another consequence
its okay to know the truth now
than know later, but still have the result
that we already expect.

and dear my love
i glad with you

1st 2012

its sudden discussion

yet, need short time to be confirm

though, it was big discussion

to be bonded officially with her

yet, both sided not have any problem

just some uncertainty to be cleared

whenever it's

whatever it takes

I try my best to fulfill

and i know she do the same

so that, everybody can feel win

and perhaps, it can't effect patience

yet dear

I'm glad for you

to be my girl

;-)

tahun dua ribu dua belas..

kebelakangan ini..
perhubungan kami makin berseri
tolak ansur, usik mengusik, dan cuba memahami
membuatkan hari-hari berlalu dengan mentari
hangat dan selesa sekali

tempoh hari..
aku balik bercuti
kebetulan semua ahli kumpul sekali
ramai dan memenuhi
kumpul makan semeja, tambah berulang kali
seronok dan bererti

tahun 2011 hampir saja melabuhkan tirainya..
fasa belajar dan menganggur aku tempuhi
kini tiba waktu berkerjaya
masih lagi dalam proses belajar
masih membezakan selok belok kerja
dan selok belok memudahkan kerja
seronok sebab kita berurusan dengan manusia
bukan robot, mesin semata
cuba kadang-kadang tergaru kepala
dengan telatah pelbagai ragam mereka

tahun 2012 bakal ditemui..
perancangan masa depan agak samar, kabur dan tidak teliti
cuma yang pasti aku ingin perbaiki
bab keluarga, kerja dan cinta ini
agar boleh selari
cuba meninggalkan kebiasaan-kebiasaan yang bisa merugi

ya Tuhan
permudahkan urusanlah urusanku
agar bisa ku maju
pergi lebih jauh, dan padu